haha, so i had a feeling that my cousins were watching me for some reason. And the only way to find out was my master plan (: HAHA, so i made a fake conversation with someone about sex and i left my phone and everything right next to one of my cousins with the inbox open thinking if he was gonna look at it or not. I went downstairs for like a good hour to watch CSI and when i got back upstairs my phone was moved. I wasn’t sure if he did read it or not but a few days after i got a weird sex talk with my cousins for a good 3 hours hahahahah. oh mann, now they are on close watch on me. But it’s all good cause my mom knows all about it and it’s funny how they are worrying so much. But yeah, now i know my cousins can’t trust me and they have to resort by spying on me. what joy!

NO MORE MAPS TESTING NEXT YEAR. OH MY GAWD. yess.

I feel so freaking awesome. I don’t know why right now. But doesn’t anyone else have those days were you’re having such a great mood that you feel so fucking awesome? Well I do. It’s probably from yesterday, it was a good day yesterday. It made me realize how I actually like summer. oh gawd. I’m gonna miss summer so much. Because I feel like this is the only time I’m actually going to be connected with people who aren’t going to the same school as I. Cause in reality, everyone is going to grow apart somehow. Even if we live close to each other or go to the same school, we’ll grow apart from each other. And people who are going to another school, it makes it a big possibility that we’ll lose in touch. So that’s why I don’t want summer to end.